January 2012
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my heart hurts. i have never felt such emotion like what i’m feeling like right now. i’m living other people’s sadness and it’s harder than handling my own because i love them. nobody knows what i’m feeling like right now.
tomorrow’s going to be hard :’(
jenesaypah asked: hahaa I know- I keep meaning to but my money card is in my purse in my locker at college so I can't sign up for it yet! :Lx
write a lesbianific facebook status..
mum, cousin and aunty likes this.
:l
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cheering myself up
tumblr friends of mine,
could you please be so kind as to click on this link and read my cousin’s story, and possibly even donate a little something. we are fundraising for a charity called SANDS. as my aunty julie said.. we shouldn’t have to be attending a new baby girl’s funeral tomorrow, we should be visiting her bearing gifts as she lies in her mummy’s arms. it would...
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“When I was in love I hardly thought of myself; I thought of her and how...”
– Donald Miller
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“Some people turn sad awfully young. No special reason, it seems, but they seem...”
– Ray Bradbury
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“Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses...”
– Oscar Wilde, The Canterville Ghost.
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a few days ago my cousin lost her baby girl →
^ please visit her fundraising page and donate anything you can.
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dream diaries part whatever
this is probably the saddest dream i’ve ever had. i was sitting next to somebody who had a baby on their knee. her chin in their hand. they were trying to feed her although everybody know she was dead. i don’t know who it was. the baby was grey and i could see dark blood vessels all over her skin. her lips were purple. people were talking to eachother and not taking any notice to the...
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“Life is a question of nerves, and fibres, and slowly built-up cells in which...”
– Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
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i’m so angry
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my family are going on and on about how strong we are together, how we’ll get through these things together… how “we are always here for each other even If some of us aren’t as close”. i know they’re all hurting so much right now, and i don’t expect them to be thinking about anything or anyone else. i just don’t feel part of it. i don’t think...
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apparently the baby is the most beautiful. i didn’t know people were going to see her (and i’m not surprised i didn’t get asked to). i thought i wouldn’t want to see her.. but now i never will. and this makes me sadder.
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hard times.
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“No man or woman alive, magical or not, has ever escaped some form of injury,...”
– J.K. Rowling - The Tales of Beedle the Bard
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my mum has just messaged me saying this..
” :((( wish this was a dream. or a book i was reading xx “
and now i feel more sad. i can’t stand my family being so devastated right now. :(
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“The trouble with the world is that the stupid are cocksure and the intelligent...”
– Bertrand Russell (via stilledlife)
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